we texted again today.

A: um, i need you to tell me the truth.
J: Ye 
A: are we (seriously) friends. or (again), no.
This is the most he's said in a text explaining something like this since I met him.
J: I mean I guess I'm frnds wen me and a girl get into a like fight I don't really care
A: but i thought you were the one mad at me..
J: I was but I wasn't like o me and u rnt frnds
A: i can see that. and i hope you realize i'm still sorry.
J: Y
A: because i was stupid.
J: Y
A: at the plaza. i was stupid to run away. last night, i was nervous, but i realized running away got me nowhere, so i didnt.
J: Koop
A: koop. *confused look*
J: Haha kool
A: oh. haha okay.
A: but-um, another quick question.
J: Ya
A: um, where did you put the note....
J: I hav it
A: yeah, where..
J: I hav it y
A: im jw.
That's all.

I hope we start texting like we used to.


The last night of St. Rocco's was amazing.


We hugged, and this time, he wanted to give me a hug. Well, at least he knew I wanted another hug. (:

At least this time, I hugged him in front of all our friends... under the fireworks..<3
I didn't run.
I gave him the note.
He knows most things now. 
He wanted to talk to me.
We talked.
We hugged. 
We texted.
The only thing I almost wish I did, was say "I love you, Joe." 
Because I do. I wish you would know that.








I miss you, and I hope one day it can just be me and you hanging out. <3






<333


--Ashley