tonight was confusing.

The first thing is, I don't like that game anymore. 
First I kissed Jordan. Then I tried to kiss Nico. But I couldn't do it. Or maybe he couldn't do it. I think it was him because Kate was there. We tried to kiss three times. First he got my bottom lip&my chin. Then he got just barely the side of my lips and I got the side of his nose. Then he got my chin&I got his nose.

I wasn't happy, and I still am not. Because I saw him&Kate kiss 3 times.


I wish Joe would come one of these nights and we can just KISS. And it would mean something. And we would go out. And I could forget about the fact that Nico&Kate kissed because I would've kissed the boy I truly love and be going out with him. HAHA That would NEVER happen. 

I can but can't even think of the good times tonight... Oh yeah. When Nico wanted my phone for what I forget but he came over and jumped on me and I fell backwards so I was laying down and he got on top of me and stayed like that and kept trying to get my phone and we kind of stared at each other and I thought we were going to kiss but we didn't. </3

I really like Nico but now I know that he doesn't like me back.




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--Ashh