Last Post.

Hey There, This blog is done with. So many people know about it, and that's too many. It's causing trouble. 






I don't like Joe anymore either. 




Bye.






--Ashley

yeah um....

I miss that, and um, that, and um, that too. 


Meaning, I miss texting Joe every single day.
I miss the amazing nights at Jordan's house when everyone would get along and have so much fun. 
&I miss the most them all together. Texting him, playing spin the bottle with our phones and having my first kiss and that, and everyone getting along and being friends. I miss having a boyfriend (a.k.a. someone to love and be loved back) and I miss the summer.
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Ilovedthosetimes.






Butthey'reinthepastnow,andallwehaveisthefuture. 








--Ashley 

wow, that made me love you a little less.

Today when I was walking home Tessa said that in school, Sophie (the one who likes Joe too -shocker-) said to Joe "Go home, no one wants you here," and someone in the class said "Except Ashley," and Tessa said "And Sophie" really quietly or something like that. 


And then the next thing she told me was that Sophie "the flirtiest of the flirts" (as she said) walked up to Joe and said "Did you know that Ashley like, loves you?" and he was like "Yeah?" and walked away... *shrugs* 






But I'm in a bad mood & I won't write about it coz that didn't work out so well last time, so I'm gonna end this one. :P






--Ashley

today was absolutely CONFUSING.

The beginning of the day I was in a good mood, even though I was mad because Nico asked me if I was part Indian because I have a pimple on my forehead where a Bindi would go. 


Today in Algebra he was being rediculous.
He was obviously joking but it was just getting annoying. 


He said "Ashley is on birth control pills" and he said it about other people too but I was getting sick of it I just didn't laugh and gave him a death stare and he said "Hiiii Ashley!" when I death stared at him and then I rolled my eyes and looked away. And then in Geography (the next class after Algebra) we did a review worksheet and Tyler sits next to me and Julia sits in front of him and Nico sat in her seat and he kept asking me why I was mad at him and he said really loud to Tyler "She's my best friend!!!! I don't know why she's mad at me!" and I looked at him hopefully and then once he looked at me I looked away and that's when him and Kate were dating and then in Science (the class after Geography) and at the beginning of the class Nico and Kate broke up. Did I mention they went back out? I don't think so... But anyway that concluded Tyler&I's "book". It was about them and their relationship. Then at the end of Science Nico came over and he had two rulers and I had one and I was tapping it on the table and he came over and put his over mine to stop me and he asked me why I was mad at him and I said "Because you were being mean to me the past, like, 3 days." And he said "I know. I was mad at Kate." And I said "So you took it out on me?" and he said "Kinda. Sorry." and I said "Its okay..." and he said "You and Tyler need to actually write that book and I need to read it. Haha" and I laughed and then I sit next to Nick L and Nick asked him "Who broke up with who?" and he raised both his arms and said "Me" and I poked him in the stomach with the ruler and said "Of course, like always." and he... giggled. He didn't laugh, he giggled. Like a little girl in love. 




And I was talking to Helena when Joe passed me in the halls and I looked at him and he sort of looked at me but not really... 


And then at the end of the day when I put my bag at Tessa's locker he looked at me again. And I texted him last night and I pretended it was on accident and said "Sorry wrong person we can still talk if you want." and he never texted so I guess we're done for a while. (Our friendship.)





My status on AIM (yes I still go on AIM :D) right now is "Grow up, all of you." 


And its for Vanessa, who needs to get over her anger and hatred and everything and be friends with everyone again. 


Nico, who needs to stop acting cool around his friends and be himself. And me be his real best friend. And him actually talk to me. And be nice too. And stick to one girl. Not 17.


Joe, grow up. In general. You flirt with girls because its "The age" but its not "The age" to go out with someone. I know you like someone, and a bunch of people think its me. *shrugs* Just ask someone out. -I'd appreciate it being me but that's just... me...-


Aleia, stop liking the people I like. I used to like Nico, then you did. You find out I like Joe, and now you like him. You can't dictate the guys in our grade, or anyone else. Get over it. No offence, but the people you like, DON'T LIKE YOU BACK. MOVE ON. 




And to everyone else, like I said, just in general, GROW. UP. 








--Ashley

he might think i'm ignoring him... :/

Hey guys. :/


At the end of the day at school I drop my backpack at Tessa's locker because I walk home with her and I change in the bathroom (also near her locker) into different clothes to walk home in. She wasn't at her locker yet, and Sophie was at her's. Joe's locker is next to Sophie's. (Lucky her.) I said "Soph," and she said "Yeah?" and then Joe looked right at me and smiled and opened his mouth to say something and I looked away and said "Do you know where Tessa is?" and then I saw Tessa and walked away. So he might be kinda wondering about that, yanno?

But it wasn't only what happened then that he would wonder about. 


I was texting him the other night and we were talking about how I liked him and we're still friends yet when he found out Kailey and Stephanie liked him he wasn't friends with them anymore and I said "That's why I don't look at you in the halls. I don't wanna look obsessive (which I'm not don't worry)." and he said "You can look at me Idc and you can say hi Idc" and I said "Oh okay." and ever since then we both looked at each other and smiled and today I was talking to Helena and I wasn't looking his way and he walked past me really fast and I felt bad because I went to look at him because I knew he was coming and when I looked he was just walking past me and I felt so bad because he didn't look happy. That's another reason why. And when I said "Oh hey Tess, I'll be right back." he looked at me and followed me with his eyes until I disappeared into the bathroom. 


And I normally text him after school like at like 4 but I didn't today and he probably thinks I'm ignoring him. :/ 






--Ashley

i don't know what to say.

Last night, Joe did text me. For like 20 minutes though. 

He asked me what I was doing tonight after school. 

I don't know... still...

He is walking.

One day in April (http://letyourimaginationrunfreeasthewind42.blogspot.com/2011/04/i-have-proof-d.html) Nico and Joe came to my house. I was walking to my house alone after I dropped Tessa off at her house, so I decided to IMAGINE. :D 

This was it:

They were walking up the street (where there is a "T" shape in the road and they will be coming up the one street where you can't go straight just turn) and I'd be walking past the part they were walking up and I would turn my head to see who it was because I saw some people and I start to walk faster because I knew who it was and then they started to run and I turned the corner and once I was opening my gate they turned the corner and all yelled "STOP ASHLEY!" and I stopped and turned to them all and they ran to me and all started to talk to me and were outside of my house for like an hour and they said "invite one of your friends and you can come with us!" and I said "Tessa is going to Penn State tonight" and they said "Anyone else?" and I said "Not that I can think of" then they said "Wanna come anyway?" and I said "No thanks. I don't wanna ruin your fun" and then they said "You won't" and I said "Well, thanks, but no thanks. I'll stay home." And then they stayed for a little while after then left hesitantly. 

That was my imagination, no, it didn't happen. If it did I'd be pretty dang happy!

I love Joee<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

--Ashley

he's so rude.

Joe is being kind of ignorant.

He texted me (and a bunch of other people) "Any1 wanna talk 2 me" and I said "sure why not" and he never answered me. But he answered everyone else. But I was in the shower when he texted so it took me a couple of minutes to answer and that's why he didn't answer probably. But that bothers me so much when people do that.

Today in school we passed each other like 7 times and he looked at me every time but I didn't look at him once (I saw that he looked at me from the corner of my eye) but I looked at him when we were kind of far away from each other and one or two times he was looking at me from afar but when we got right near each other I looked away. And then every day after school I change out of my uniform and into more comfy clothes to walk home in, and I put my book bag at Tessa's locker to change in the bathroom and Joe's locker is near hers and when I walked over I said "Hi" to Tessa and when I said that he said something to me that I didn't understand and then I went into the bathroom&when I came out he was gone.



Still not answering my texts (20 mins).... ):<




--Ashley

i don't know why i even try.

He doesn't like me, 
I love him. 


He flirts with other girls 24/7,
his excuse is "It's what happens when you get older."


He texts me everyday now again,
he doesn't get where I'm going with anything.




I don't know why I try now, I don't know why I EVER tried.




--Ashley

i should really stop listening to songs that make me cry....

If I Knew Then-Lady Antebellum


<3


but it makes me cry sometimes.




--Ashley

yeah, you left out one small detail.

One day Joe was talking to Julia and she said "I didn't know girls asked you out!" and he got mad and all and then he said "Its not that bad" and then she said "Why?" and he said he wasn't gonna tell her until she told him who she liked. She thought he wouldn't tell her so she said no and he said "I'll tell you I swear if I don't I'll ask out Ashley" and she told him who she liked and he told her but he didn't tell her the full reason so she keeps telling him that he has to ask me out and he said he doesn't and she said yes you do because you didn't tell me the full reason (sorry no quotation marks I'm being lazy) and he kept saying no I don't! and all and if he ever asked me out I'd say "Is this real? Or because you told Julia that you would ask me out and she kept bugging you about it?" and then I'd get my answer and he'd get his.






One big paragraph. o.o






SEEYA!








--Ashley

first football game. (:

Last night was the first football game. (:
I loved it. I guess.

I went with Helena, Stephanie, Vanessa (no we aren't friends), Kayla, Eric, and Nick D. 

Of course there was a ton of kids from our school. (Yes, including Joe. :D)

Joe was with his cousin from the school we were versing, Dom. They were being like gay to each other it was hilarious. When Dom and Joe were talking to Steph and me Joe was holding his arm with one hand and his other shoulder. It was HILAARRRIOUSSS! Haha!

But I was walking past Joe to get to my cousin, Julia, and I knew he was staring at me and I knew I was going to walk DIRECTLY next to him so I blatantly looked down at the ground (even though I always do) and he noticed because I was looking at him before that and RIGHT when I walked past him he YELLLS "AAASSSSSHHHHHLLLLLEEEEEEEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" as loud as he can and I yelled at him but I didn't yell any words I just yelled and he yelled back and I walked away. And he kept talking to me and looking at me and I was ready to walk up to him and just hug him. Haha I would enjoy that very much. 

I love Joseph Charles G so much and I can't stop loving him or thinking about him he's all I think about 24/7. 

The other night I closed my eyes and I couldn't fall asleep but then he came up in like a vision/dream thing and I fell RIGHT asleep to that.

goodnight<3

--Ashley

2 days down, 178 to go.

Looked at me every time he saw me. HE STARED TOO. 
It was kinda weirddd. But it was okay with me.(:


Okay. I everyday I think about him. And I don't know if its coz I see him in school, but even when I didn't see him I was thinking about himm!!!




I love Joe.
I miss Joe.
He's all I think about.
I love Joe.






--Ashley

of course right when i stop liking him.

Nico and Kate broke up.




--Ashley