New Edition To The Family!

Hey guys!! 

WE GOT A NEW PUPPY!!! :DD

We already have a golden retriever whose 3 years old, Miley, and now we got a new puppy this morning, a golden doodle, Jiggs. His name is Jiggs because my grandfather was nick-named that. He passed when my dad was 17, so me and my sister never met him. I wish that I had. I really do. I miss you, Grandpa Jiggs.)):



--Ashley

Thursday was BORING.

Like it says, Thursday was BORING. VERY VERY boring. 


That's absolutely it.


--Ashley

Take-Your-Child-To-Work-Day is tomorrow. ):

Joe is going to work. So is Tessa. So is Julia, and so is our entertainment, Christian. 

Joe is the most devastating one. 
Sarah&Madison aren't leaving me though.(:

I'll tell you all about it tomorrow. 

--Ashley

Strange-but ones that make me SO happy- signals!

No, I'm not getting signals from Nico or Marky, well, just that Nico loves Stephanie, and Marky likes Aislinn. 

I don't care anymore!!!
I love Joe, and I think he likes me!!!!
 
The strange signals are coming all the time now. (:

There's a couple that I remember, but a little more than a couple that I don't. :P

Here's a couple.....

1. Today in class, we were working on our TACT (Team Against Corporate Tobacco I think) posters, and his was "Which life do you choose?" then there was a line down the middle and on the one side was a green Christmas tree with all nice presents under it, and the other, a brown Christmas tree with not nice presents under it. He cannot draw trees for his life. (: 
Justine, a good drawer and also my 'competition' for Joe (I think I'm winning, Justine!!!), is the one he surprisingly didn't ask to draw them on his good sheet!
HE ASKED ME...!!! So I drew them and he was happy with me. He said 'thanks' like, four times. I know, I know. You're probably thinking, "Oooo. Four times. Big whoop."
WELL TO ME, IT IS A 'BIG WHOOP'!!!! :D

2. Last night, we had Math homework in the Text Book.
Out of all his friends in our class/grade (Nick, Nick, Nico, Cory, Max, Christian, etc.), he texted me "What did we have in math" so I told him, "pages 253&254, # 1-25." and he said "Thanks" so I said "welcome."

3. Today, when the walkers were leaving, I stood by the door to say bye to my cousins in 5th grade, like I do everyday. I actually stand there until every walker and 1st run is gone. He slowed down because he one of the last ones, looked me in the eyes, smiled, gave a little wave, and said "Bye, Ash!" .... HE CALLED ME "ASH"... NOT ASHLEY!!!!!!! OMG :D
 
4. Here was our conversation today:
J: hi ry to do v coco
J: HAha sorry
A: its okay... what was that anyways?
J: Idk just random stuff
A: okay then? haha
J: Ya whatsup
A: nmu
J: nm bored
   #_$+%^[&]*;(:)\l{}<>@'?}{<>]'_........... 


THEN HE DID LOTS MORE SYMBOLS


... ya random stuff
(Is what he said ^)
A: i had a feeling.
J: Oooooooo whooooooo that tonights gonna b a good night hahaha
A: more random stuff i c
J: Not really 
............. (MORE SYMBOLS)
A: oh. wonderful... stuff.... there.
J: Ya
A: whadda wanna talk about...........??
J: Idk
A: okaay



And by then even I knew it was getting awkward so a part of me was glad he stopped.

Another not so smaller part wasn't.


I was with two of my many friends, Vanessa (Nessa) and Amber. Once he started singing (texting) to me the lyrics to 'I Gotta Feeling' and said "....that tonights gonna be a good night" and I said "more random stuff i c" and he said "Not really", Nessa swore that he was going to ask me out tonight. I've been clutching my phone to my chest for hours. Legit.


Please comment and tell me if you think he likes me!




--Ashley

Sorry 'bout that!

Hey guys, I had no internet for days at home. SORRY!

I had such amazing news yesterday for you, but it's again, untrue.

Stephanie broke up with Nico two nights ago. They're going out again. Once I find out, it just can't stay the same, can it?

--Ashley

Happy Easter!! :D

Hello kiddies! (:
Happy Easter!! :D

This morning in church, me and my friend, Sarah, were in the choir loft because, like I told you on Friday, we're in the choir. 

I was in a frenzy trying to see if Nico was in church. I was on the verge of crying (almost) because I didn't see him. 

That's all I had to say...
 

---Ashley

I Guess I Have A New Texting Buddy!

Hey guys!!!!

Since Nico and Stephanie have been dating, me and him haven't really been texting like we were. ):

But today was Joe's birthday so I texted him. 
Here's our conversation:

A: hey, happy birthday!
J: Who is this
A: ashley
J: Ooooooo thank you
A: welcome!
J: So what r u doing
A: nothing really. on the computer...
J: Kool I'm going 2 c Rio 
A: awesome. 
J: 
A: ?
J: Lol lol lol lol lol lol :):(;):P:P=-0:*:OB-):-$!!!!!!@@@@@??????>}>=+{_l-'_>@<>@+];{'_l->@{</}>/@=]+_'->/=]}+_]l-'>@ wazzzzzzzzz upppppppp
A: hahaha wow.

And then he never texted back. Who cares? I love him.(:

<333333

--Ashley

Here's How The Night Had Played Out:

Okay. So... 

I get there and go into the 6th grade classroom to get my attendance sheet, and no one was in there. I kinda just figured that they weren't there yet because it was fairly early, but then Sister Donna walked in and told me to go to the 4th grade classroom because that's where we were meeting. We are a class of 35 students. The 4th grade classroom seats about 10. Then they were sending 2nd, 3rd, 4th,&5th graders in there, too! They're idiots. Well I got there about 10 minutes before Nico, and me and my best friend, Sarah, thought he wasn't going to come. Of course, she knows I really like Nico. She doesn't really even know I talk to Marky because she's on the other side of the room in after-school band. She's well aware that I talk to Joe everyday, but it's a wonder she hasn't got the clue that I really like Marky&Joe, too. 

Anyways, once he came in, Sarah was facing the doorway (it's also a wonder we got seats!) and when he came in, she said to me, "Hey, look, he's here!" and I turned around to see him, turned back around to face Sarah and smiled. Could she tell I was blushing? I found his name on the list and put an 'x' in the box before his name.

He went to sit in the other corner by Colin, and then once he took a double-take around the room to make sure he had everyone there crossed off.

Once or twice (or 5 times...) I looked over at him because I'm still crazy for him and every time he was looking back at me.(:

Then after 5 minutes or so, he came over. I was looking over my shoulder because I thought someone was gonna come in, but no one did. Once I realized that he was standing next to me, I turned around. I had my hair curled again last night, so it was bouncy.(:
When I whipped my head around to see what he was doing, he was standing so close to me that my curls hit him in the side (he was standing and I was sitting). When I turned my head back around, I saw out of the corner of my eyes that he was looking down at me. He said "Hey," when he came over, too, so I just said "Hey," back. 
Sarah was pretending to be occupied and was playing with my purse. It was small, so there was really nothing to do. 
He was looking at my sheet of paper that I had in my hand after that and was making sure he had everyone I had. 
He said "You can cross off Michael and Nick because they're obviously not coming." 
Apparently Michael told him that he wasn't coming. Nick was in Mexico, and I kind of miss the chaos that he creates. 
I knew Nicky wasn't coming, and Mollie, Logan, and Summer never come so I told him to cross them off, too. 


A little while later (about 10 minutes..), Sister Donna Wanted us lined up outside in the hallways to walk up to the church. Nico and Colin and a bunch of other boys that I forget were lined up on the right side of the door, against the wall. Me and Sarah were to the left of the door, standing against the wall across from the door (but like I said, to the left a little). Sister Donna wanted all 6th graders to the back of everyone, and me and Sarah crammed ourselves into the doorway. Of course she took the left side of the door and left me to the right side of the doorway, next to Nico. Zach was in the classroom still, and he is the second most clueless person in our class. So me and Sarah told him to come out of the classroom because we were supposed to be in the hallway. He did. 
Then, he stood RIGHT in front of me and Sarah, facing us. We said to him, "Zach, go stand somewhere else... PLEASE." And he started laughing like an idiot. 
Apparently, Nico was interested in our conversation, because he was listening and looking at me.
I turned to Sarah and said, "You DO know how annoying he is in choir, right?" because me and Sarah and Zach and a bunch of other people are in church choir. Him and the little kids DON'T stop talking. Its SO annoying.


Anyways, when Zach started laughing, I turned back around with a scowl on my face. Nico turned to me, got close to me to whisper into my ear and said "He's in the choir??"
So I turned my head to say "yes" to him, but I couldn't choke anything out because our faces were so close, so I just slightly nodded my head in return.


And then Sister Donna put me and Sarah in line and then we had church. Nothing really happened after church...


--Ashley

Finally, Holy Thursday Mass.

Hey guys!
I have Holy Thursday Mass tonight. Have to be there at 6:30... Mass at 7.

Like I said, once before, Me&Nico are the attendance people. 

I'll tell you ALL about it after. 

--Ashley

Please, Feel Free To Read!

"Whatever can make my day?" I thought as I walked down the steps for Safety Patrol.

Both Nico and Joe weren't there today, and I had no idea if Marky was. 

Haha, funny story... (not really I just felt like saying that. LOL)... I kind of have no idea why I was waiting at the doors where the 4th, 5th,&6th grade 1st run&walkers come out of, but I think it was so Kailey could say good bye to her boyfriend, Drew.

Anyways, I guess he was 1st run today and he was walking out and I forget what he had in his hand but he was playing with it a little like hitting it off his hand and he looked at me and OF COURSE I was looking at every single person walking out of that doorway waiting to see who was in the line (just in case he was) and our eyes locked and it was a timeless.. umm.... well I don't know how long because it was timeless. ^^>

I love all three of those people (Marky, Nico,&Joe).<333

--Ashley 

Still Disappointed... ):

Hey guys.... remember when I told you last night about Nico&Stephanie?

Well that makes me sad all over again if you haven't noticed. And my friend Tessa&her ex, Nick (I just tried to type Nick and typed Nico... both times...) broke up Monday. The only one's who didn't break up (for all I know at least) are Helena&Andrew and Kathleen and whoever she's dating. And since 30 minutes ago, Vanessa (Nessa or Ness for short)&Tom are dating. He already told her he loved her. Nico loves Stephanie and Stephanie loves Nico. I love Nico&Joe&Marky. 

I'm still depressed.

--Ashley

Bad News...):

Hey guys... Did I tell you that Stephanie and Nico broke up?? Well I wasn't lying. If I told you that now though, I would be lying.

I'm not gonna lie. I'm crying right now. I feel like an idiot. Only because I loved him and still do. Along with 2 other people. Which is what makes it ridiculous.

That was all I have for today... Other then... No. That's it. I love him and I want to tell him that right now... I actually should, but I won't.):


--Ashley

5th Grade Cutie!

Kayso, there's this cute little 5th grader that I have a crush on, but we're not dating. His name is Mark. ;)

It's not terrible because I'm in 6th grade. It's not like my "friend" Amber whose dating a 4th grader and she's supposed to be in 7th grade. Ick.

Below is a picture of him and me&my sister, Emily's friend, Somer. They are dressed like that because they just got done with the last performance of my favorite play, Pippin.<3
Marky (his nick-name) was Theo, Cathrine's son. Cathrine was a widow that falls in love with Pippin. Theo was normally in a yellow long-sleeved shirt and overalls&Crocs, but in a couple of scenes, when EVERYONE (big cast...) was on stage, they had to be wearing full black for the scene. 
Everyone but Pippin, Pippin's conscience, Pippin's grandmother, Cathrine, Theo (throughout the other parts of the play), King Charlemagne, His wife.... Pretty much anyone who isn't 'in his head' was in a regular costume. The people who are 'in his head' had to wear black translucent tights with a design on them and a leotard with shorts over them (also black) for the girls that was, then for the boys just s plain black t-shirt&black pants. Those people also had to paint their faces white (with face paint) with a type of black design on them, their hair up (girls), and have a headband in (also girls). 

Here's the picture of Somer&Marky.

 Ahh, he's a cutie. (: <333


--Ashley

I HAVE PROOF! :D

I HAVE YET TO TELL YOU ABOUT ONE FRIDAY WHEN NICO&JOE CAME TO MY HOUSE! 

It's about as simple as that... HAHA.

My sister thought it was cute&took a couple of pictures of us from the front window. Thanks, Em. 

FYI, I have my hair curled, they aren't brothers or twins though they may look it, they are just friends.
If you can see good enough, Nico is the one with the backpack on his shoulders&Joe is the other... obviously... (:
Or you could just say that Joe is the taller one, or that Nico is on the left in the first two pictures, but in the third, he's on the right. Yep. That works, too.

 Aren't they so cute? I love those two boys. And not like little boy love. 'Cuz Nico is the oldest there, even though he's the shortest, and Joe is the youngest, even though me&Him are the same height. (:

<333333333333

--Ashley

GOOD NEWS!!!! :D

OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YO MY PEEPS! (... now I want Peeps..... yum...) 

GUESS WHAT...!

IMMA TELL YOU ANYWAYS!!! (:

NICO BROKE UP WITH STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

But they've been distant since Cameron came back from... California?
She pretty much broke them up when she found out today. 
The worst thing is, he could have already asked her out. Or at least he will this week. I don't know.... But I guess I'm happy because it could be because he likes someone else but is trying to make everyone think that it's Cameron because she just found out today?
That's just my imagination.... OMIGOD I WISH THAT WOULD HAPPEN! 


--Ashley ;D

Love Don't Run - Steve Holy

That song title up there, is to a song. (no-duh.) 
I love that song. Here's what I think of it.

"This song makes me want to cry. Partly because it's so touching and I can relate to this song kinda-sorta. 

All I know is that for the past year I have loved him. Even though he was dating Stephanie, I don't care. Even though he just broke up with her 30 minutes ago because he likes a different girl and that was a mean thing to do, I still love him. 


We've dated 5 times in a period of 3 months. And also, from March 10th to April 9th...

I thought I was going to get a text/call asking to go out because that's how he acted, now I know that will never ever happen.
Being in love doesn't kill you, it just does when it's over. When YOU'RE over.
But now that he hasn't talked to me since April 12th, I don't know about anything for us... ):
I still love you, Nico.
And I like you, Joe.
Both of you....<333"


--Ashley

Here's how it dully played out...

Okay, so this morning, I told you that I would tell you how it played out? Yeah. Well.... here it goes...

In the beginning of CCD last week, obviously I volunteered to take attendance for Holy Thursday mass along with Nico. Wow, I'm an idiot.

The only encounters I got with Nico were him asking this morning in the beginning of CCD was when he asked me if the attendance sheet we got the week before this one was for later or what. 

Idiot. 

So I just casually told him that it was for Holy Thursday mass, but while on the inside I wanted to scream out "I LOVE YOU, NICO!" Haha... NO. 


The second-and last-was when everyone was trying to get back upstairs and to get the heck outta there. I was behind my wonderful-not(:- cousin, Anna. 


I felt something/someone press up against my back, so I turned around to see what was up.
Of course, that is when he is standing there, staring right up at me, from exactly one step below me...
It was a very awkward thing to have to happen right then&there. 
Honestly, I wanted to lean down and press my lips right onto his. I didn't care how crowded it was.


I ended up realizing that I shouldn't do any of that, not even look at him, so instead of immediately turning back around and making it even more awkward, I just looked above&over his head as if I were looking out the door. 

He obviously realized it was another one of our famous awkward moments and stepped in front of everyone and ran out the front door. ):



So, that's how it happened. Harshly. 


--Ashley

 

CCD&Psalm Sunday Mass!

Good Morning guys!
I'm in a beautiful outfit for mass today, mostly because it is Psalm Sunday and I'm in the procession. But before church, I have CCD for 1 1/2 hours. Whoop-ee. 

The reason I'm not looking forward to that crap is because I'm kind of surrounded by boys and the only one who will be dressed as nice as I am would be the most annoying girl I know, the teacher's pet, Aleia. 

When I get back I'll tell you how this plays out. 

--Ashley

Depressed&Heartbroken

Hey guys....

As you can see, I'm depressed&Heartbroken....):
I miss the times in the summer of 2010.... that was the best summer of my life... and I miss is so much. It makes me cry....)':



I'm sorry guys....

--Ashley

Bad Anniversary... Soon To Come!!!

Well, guys, its April 15, 2011!

Next month is May. And in the beginning and middle&end of May&Once in June&Once in July, is those days...

I'll call them.... 'The Break-Up Anniversaries'.

Why they're called that, you can only imagine. 

One magic day in May, 2010, me&Nico fell in love. Then blah blah blah.... you know. But here's the update on him around this time in 2011.

Okay, well, for starters, he's not single like he was last year, he's not in my class like he was last year, and he's in love unlike he was last year. D:

I'm not happy. I'm really not... It makes me sad to know that he "wants to kiss Stephanie" or he "<333333333333333333"s Stephanie and then when I'm in with Stephanie and this is going on and I have to try not to start bawling or seem sad, it KILLS me. Or, here's a new one... it makes me want to kill myself. Even Kailey has a BF. Amber does, Tessa does. Everyone does. But me. 

Well, I'm going to go to sleep. Try to forget about this crap. ):

Goodnight,

--Ashley

Ohh, Tessa.

One day, I was at Amber's house with her&Tessa! Tessa took my laptop and wrote:

"Girl's Dictionary: Forever
I'll love you forever, until the day I die.

Boy's Dictionary: Forever
I'll love you until I find someone else.

When you said "I love you", what one did you mean?"

I read it and practically started crying. That's how emotional I can get.

Bestfriends?

Hey there people! Tonight, I gained a couple more friends...
Their names are Kailey&Stephanie. (Yes, the Stephanie that Nico is dating.)

But a while ago (when me and my other "friend", Amber, weren't in a fight.) I was going to make a video for her, so I saved a COUPLE of pictures.....

Awh, I wanna cry... that's only because I can relate to them with Amber, and we aren't the best of friends anymore... :/

Two Words:

OWL.CITY.!!!!!!! :D
Best band in my world!!!!! ;3
I love love love Owl City.... their--HIS songs are amazing!!! Has anyone who ever heard most of his songs ever noticed that he writes about the ocean and beach and love?? It's unique! 
Here's some more of my pictures!

 I'm almost starting to think this is impossible to have this much photos on a computer.... ;3