today was absolutely CONFUSING.

The beginning of the day I was in a good mood, even though I was mad because Nico asked me if I was part Indian because I have a pimple on my forehead where a Bindi would go. 


Today in Algebra he was being rediculous.
He was obviously joking but it was just getting annoying. 


He said "Ashley is on birth control pills" and he said it about other people too but I was getting sick of it I just didn't laugh and gave him a death stare and he said "Hiiii Ashley!" when I death stared at him and then I rolled my eyes and looked away. And then in Geography (the next class after Algebra) we did a review worksheet and Tyler sits next to me and Julia sits in front of him and Nico sat in her seat and he kept asking me why I was mad at him and he said really loud to Tyler "She's my best friend!!!! I don't know why she's mad at me!" and I looked at him hopefully and then once he looked at me I looked away and that's when him and Kate were dating and then in Science (the class after Geography) and at the beginning of the class Nico and Kate broke up. Did I mention they went back out? I don't think so... But anyway that concluded Tyler&I's "book". It was about them and their relationship. Then at the end of Science Nico came over and he had two rulers and I had one and I was tapping it on the table and he came over and put his over mine to stop me and he asked me why I was mad at him and I said "Because you were being mean to me the past, like, 3 days." And he said "I know. I was mad at Kate." And I said "So you took it out on me?" and he said "Kinda. Sorry." and I said "Its okay..." and he said "You and Tyler need to actually write that book and I need to read it. Haha" and I laughed and then I sit next to Nick L and Nick asked him "Who broke up with who?" and he raised both his arms and said "Me" and I poked him in the stomach with the ruler and said "Of course, like always." and he... giggled. He didn't laugh, he giggled. Like a little girl in love. 




And I was talking to Helena when Joe passed me in the halls and I looked at him and he sort of looked at me but not really... 


And then at the end of the day when I put my bag at Tessa's locker he looked at me again. And I texted him last night and I pretended it was on accident and said "Sorry wrong person we can still talk if you want." and he never texted so I guess we're done for a while. (Our friendship.)





My status on AIM (yes I still go on AIM :D) right now is "Grow up, all of you." 


And its for Vanessa, who needs to get over her anger and hatred and everything and be friends with everyone again. 


Nico, who needs to stop acting cool around his friends and be himself. And me be his real best friend. And him actually talk to me. And be nice too. And stick to one girl. Not 17.


Joe, grow up. In general. You flirt with girls because its "The age" but its not "The age" to go out with someone. I know you like someone, and a bunch of people think its me. *shrugs* Just ask someone out. -I'd appreciate it being me but that's just... me...-


Aleia, stop liking the people I like. I used to like Nico, then you did. You find out I like Joe, and now you like him. You can't dictate the guys in our grade, or anyone else. Get over it. No offence, but the people you like, DON'T LIKE YOU BACK. MOVE ON. 




And to everyone else, like I said, just in general, GROW. UP. 








--Ashley