he might think i'm ignoring him... :/

Hey guys. :/


At the end of the day at school I drop my backpack at Tessa's locker because I walk home with her and I change in the bathroom (also near her locker) into different clothes to walk home in. She wasn't at her locker yet, and Sophie was at her's. Joe's locker is next to Sophie's. (Lucky her.) I said "Soph," and she said "Yeah?" and then Joe looked right at me and smiled and opened his mouth to say something and I looked away and said "Do you know where Tessa is?" and then I saw Tessa and walked away. So he might be kinda wondering about that, yanno?

But it wasn't only what happened then that he would wonder about. 


I was texting him the other night and we were talking about how I liked him and we're still friends yet when he found out Kailey and Stephanie liked him he wasn't friends with them anymore and I said "That's why I don't look at you in the halls. I don't wanna look obsessive (which I'm not don't worry)." and he said "You can look at me Idc and you can say hi Idc" and I said "Oh okay." and ever since then we both looked at each other and smiled and today I was talking to Helena and I wasn't looking his way and he walked past me really fast and I felt bad because I went to look at him because I knew he was coming and when I looked he was just walking past me and I felt so bad because he didn't look happy. That's another reason why. And when I said "Oh hey Tess, I'll be right back." he looked at me and followed me with his eyes until I disappeared into the bathroom. 


And I normally text him after school like at like 4 but I didn't today and he probably thinks I'm ignoring him. :/ 






--Ashley