DREAM # 1

First of all, Nico and Kate are dating. Second, I like Nico. Third, I’m pretty sure in real life he forgets I exist sometimes. Who was in the dream? Me, Nico, Kate, and Joe were. The whole time we were hanging out, Nico was all over Kate so me and Joe were talking most of the time. I kind of didn’t notice the thousand times he kept smiling my way to see if I would see but when I didn’t the smile would just slowly vanish from his face because he saw me and Joe like that… But hey, that’s sometimes what I would do, so… When we in those little pairs, we were walking somewhere. When we got back to Nico’s house (that’s where we were hanging out), we were all on the couch. Then we all talked to each other. The order on the couch WASN’T 1.Nico 2.Kate 3.Me 4.Joe, it was 1.Kate 2.Nico 3.Me 4.Joe. So I was surrounded by boys…  We didn’t watch a movie we kinda just sat there and talked for a while. After about 45 minutes, that’s when something very different happened. We were all talking and smiling and laughing, when Nico leaned over to whisper something into Kate’s ear. The smile quickly vanished from my face because he could’ve been saying anything to her... I just didn’t expect it to be what it was. Joe, Kate, and I sat there in silence until something else happened, when Kate stopped smiling. She kind of just looked at him and said “Oh, okay…” Then he leaned into me… But he didn’t lean into my ear. He leaned into my face… I kinda just sat there staring into his eyes and then he closed them and kissed me. I was startled but I kissed him back. After that, I looked at his expression which was just ‘I’m going to stare at you until you react’ so I looked at Kate’s because she was behind him, and she was gaping. I turned around to see Joe’s and he was gaping also, but then he closed his mouth and frowned. Then I said to him, “I thought you were dating Kate.” “That’s what I whispered into her ear, “I’m breaking up with you. I’m sorry,” he said to me followed by a smile. I just smiled back.

DREAM: NIGHT OF JUNE 26, 2011