if you'd just realize what i just realized...

Yeah, that's a line from a song, Realize by Colbie Caillat.
And it just clicked in my mind. Here's the lyrics:

Lyrics to Realize :

V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize

And if you listen/read them carefully, you will get where I'm going.

The whole chorus. "If you'd just realize what I just realized then we'd be perfect for each other and we'd never find another." 

So, uhh, Nico? If you'd just realize what I just realized then we'd be perfect for each other and we'd never find another... I love you.

It always happens. I think I love the one more than the other, but that's really just because I'm growing farther from the other that I think I love the least. For example, I think I love Nico more than Joe, but while this is happening, Joe and I are growing apart, and me and Nico are growing together. I have a feeling I love them both equally.. I just can't get to accept that fact.


I love you, Joe.
And I love you, Nico.
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But Nico.. I loved you first.<3


--Ashley