can you believe it?!

Joe&I sorta made up, and he isn't mad at me anymore (he kinda was he said).

And now I have no clue if I still love him like I used to. Last night was the last night I was going to be able to see him without planning it. I saw him four nights in a row because of the St. Joe's festival this weekend. That made me happy.

But like I was saying, I have no clue if I still love him like I used to.. After the festival, these people went to Tessa's house to hang out: Amber, Mackenzie, Julia, Tessa, Kyle, Kayla, Rachel, Nico, and me. Joe almost came. But we played truth or dare sitting in a circle on the side of the road (but not on the sidewalk..), and when it came to my turn, I picked dare like a retard.. My first one was I had to kiss Kyle on the cheek. (I said no.) Then I had to kiss him on the lips. (said no.) Then I had to kiss Nico on the cheek. (glared at them all and said "He has a girl friend." or at least that was my excuse..) Then I had to kiss him on the lips. (said NO.) I told Amber after (I texted her) that I would've kissed Nico. And she said "I know" and I said "Next time if we are all together playing truth or dare, and I got that dare, I would kiss him. She said "Ok I'll tell you to do that then." I think I like Nico again, but he really does LOVE Kate.

I really did LOVE him...

And do really LOVE Joe..


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--Ashley