can't stand it.

For Joe, I wish we texted like we used to. I miss you so much.

For Nico, I wish it was me instead of her.

I don't know who I love out of you two. I wish I did. It's too complicated right now.

I can't stand the thought that Nico and Kate are dating. I can't stand the fact that Joe (he must be) is still mad at me. 

I can't stand the fact that when Nico and me are walking next to each other (we're normally next to each other) he walks so close next to me that our arms are only like 2 inches apart from each other, or pressed up against one another's. 

I can't stand the fact that Julia and Joe text each other everyday. I can't stand the fact that she is definitely taking my place. 

That Joe forgets I love him.

That Nico doesn't know I love him.

I wish we could just work it out (Joe and I). But he makes it complicated and doesn't text me. He'll have to one time or another. In school. Even though I'll look my worst in those horrid outfits. 

One day I know he'll forgive me. 

... Just not today.

--Ashley